close down my blog , sue my even i dont give a fuck

this is a perfrect example of morrow bitches , being claimed , as hoes ....rapidshare.com/files/148840406/maeisyours.flv

say that i dont

its always been a big big matter that i tend to my friends needs more than me , last night was the biggest example of that shit .

dont call me up , say i dont kick it with you anymore , and then at the end of that sentance , you say , " so wassup with the clubs tho ???"

my point exactly , sorry jenny , but you just tend to pop back into my life when u got nothin else to do ...

make me think different for a change!

Happy Holidays everyone! I really hope you guys had a great great christmas , or what ever you guys are celebrating . I've always wondered what it would be like if I was like , jewish , or buddhist.... It was a short thought , and ended up giving me a head ache . 

Well anyways , theres alot of shit thats in store for you guys next year , including my super super duper come back with a new car and new motor! yay for new motor!!! haha well i hope .... no , more like i pray to jesus , Allah , buddha, that this car keeps me outta trouble and back on the track where i belong.

It seems as though everyones been jumpin on the blog hype ... more than ever actually . It's a great great thing tho , it kinda reminds me of XANGA DAYS , yes yes i said it , the xanga days . surprisingly alot of my friends still have theirs .... when i heard holly still had hers... I fuckin freaked lol , I was like , your fuckin jokin right??? well anyways , it seems as though ive been bombarded with hella new clothing lines , mostly from the OC area , wanting me to get them up here in NORCAL a deal , or a plug into our scene ... heres some word of advice to you , you crazy cats from the super SUBURBS

....make ur self big in your own town before you try and make your self someone elses "hero"

OH! heres something worth to keep typing in bold .. everyone please pray that i can build my car in time before march 2009 , so i can start the time attack season off right !

heres the video from the 2008 season openner , be amazed and bust a nut!!

ANGELO

OMG WHAT A FUCKIN LIFE

Its funny how people change thru the year , like as if when the weather changes , they change with it . I seem to notice those thingsa ,not so much on who changes , but who doesnt . sometimes if you notice how many people do change , you might just be those one people who never do change . doin the same shit , day in day out .

Holly said it the best , " you always talk about in the present day , everythings the same , but when you look back , your hella different..."

that quote made me think for hours....

have i really changed that much ?

or am i still that one nigga that got his hands in everything?!

well none the less , Im thankful all my friends are here with me and all are still alive and well .

Thanks for being great!

That is all
Angelo

YAY!

MY STEAT and MY STEAT TEHBELTS!~!!!!!

yaaaaaaah!!!!!!

Holloween Massive is FINALLY OVER!!!

thank god! so much stress for one night , it was ridiculous ..

i had a blast tho , I hope you did too !

That is all , 

Angelo

Er'cka Mama is blogggging. :)

Hello world!

So how random is this? I am here in Angelo's car with him and Bruuhyan. Get this I've only known them for only a few weeks and I never guessed I'd get this close to them. *Timayye, I didn't forget about youu. Fun boys all dayyy tho bruuh! These boys belong in my life.. I swear. I do not at all regret how I met them and all the other booothangs I was introduced to. :)

Usually I have things to say that would enlighten peoples heart and mind but sorry mama right here is way to tired for that right now.

But I do have something to say about ignorant ass people. Real talk open your eyes to things you're aiming, blogging and talking about. It's just you against the world. Take a step back because your laying your heart out on the table for the world to see too. Of all people you need to get your shit together.. You got serious issues to handle. But your here sitting back backlashing on your number one niggas in your life. The funny thing is that you do it because it's not going through your head that your life is changing and you can't face the truth about how all your doing is running away. Accept that you can't handle what you got yourself into. Just really sit and think to yourself if losing all the people that are here for you because they love and care but don't judge the crazy choices that you make for yourself. These are people that are still standing right behind you waiting to catch you when you fall. So breathe take a step back and let yourself fall... everyones fading.. is there anyone there to catch you? I don't think so.


Angelo booo, chin up because you'll be just fine. It's tough now because it's getting you ready for the big good thaaaaangs life has in store. Oh and remember you mosdef belong in my life. :)

Ok so its fuckin 11:39 am right now , and its fuckin starting to rain , gay !

I want soup and hot chocolate , and my ercka boo here! haha

that is all for now ...

THEONEANDONLY ANGELO ESPEJO

a few words....

lol alright alright , so how can this happen ? someone so dear to me , back lash like that dude ? I mean im not gonna say anything , but who are you to tell me about my life , to any of our lives ? I can put in way more than 2 cents about your decisions in life , but i choose not to , cause its your life dude , you make what you want it to be , i mean , my decision to move to la , yea of course that was my way of RUNNING AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS but i didnt , i stayed here , and dealed with the problems i had to really really take care of .

maybe sometimes people make decisions in life , and they're called fuck ups , well im not the only one with those . I know as a fact theres a big group of us that have fucked up decisions , we should all be a family , and just be all friends hahaha .

Well i think that the best way to fix a fuck up is to BE A MAN and NOT RUN AWAY from our problems .

I club , cause i can , I have fun , cause i can , I dont have any one to take care of . ITSJUSTANGELO

totally nothing to write about

so its been a while , and i think im starting to lose interest in this blog , someone help me and inspire me to make this blog daily!!!!!

Take me to LA / Back To the Bay

Alright , so alot of you know that i left last tuesday to LA to get shit done and visit steven lee .

it was coo , I had alot of fun with steven , found alot of all-you-can eat korean bbq places , so if yall ever want to grub well , grub with me !

annnnyways , fuck LA...

I love the bay with my heart to the fullest .

I missed you oh Bay area .

I've missed the slow people driving on the free way

, the crazy people crossing the street where ever

everything


I love you !!

Angelo

House Party!

alright , so basically , we in brentwood , situated .

huggy

miguel

roxxus

roy

all my phx brothers

much love

and most of ALL

MUCH LOVE TO LEE$AWW

THIS BITCH GOT FUCKED UP AT 12 AM

a mother fuckin boss in my book tho

that is all

Angelo

so its saturday morning

i just wanna say happy birthday again ! to Chantell and Jocelynn!!!

well im up , and yall already know why , its a horrible cycle isnt it ???

ugh well ive been thinking about this one girl , and she makes me so angry at times , its like a puppy , when you get it , it barks at absolutely everything , irritating and just.... ugh ! but then it starts to learn , and gets to be the more honorable dog it should be . and you love it , you take pride in your relationship...

the whole thing with her , is that i must sign away my friends , and life style , and become anew with her . I would be no longer one , but now a couple .

now do i want that ?


Absolutely .


i love you !
Angelo

HUNG-RY-OVER

WTF! hella hung over , last nights telly was crackin , thanks so much waaannnndaaaah ball for the invite , haha it was great to see the old faces in coincidence . it was such a random ass night to run into Dina , Crystal , Marty , and JOO! haha so weird to see club people out side of the club environment . It was as if like you would run into someone that was in your honors class in highschool out side of school , awkward !

well anyways , i would just like to say that chinatown at 3 am , is the most oily food ive tasted on earth!

that is all , im gonna take today to recooperate and eat alot of food . Alright then , LATE

Angelo

The Airforce

Hey guys , ok so usually you would probably be reading my old blog , aka ; kingggdom.blogspot.com, well what had happened was that i forgot my email address , cause it was a TMAIL ( fuck sidekicks ) and i dont have that email anymore , so since i also had forgotten my password , i couldnt change my password since i had no existing email to correspond with my blog...

AAAANNNNY WAAAAAYS

we all know i was planned to move out to LA , and i was supposed to help out promote down there .
I was supposed to finish schooling down there , clear my head of all this fog we call " the bay "
well i have really really given this some thought through out this whole summer , and i really have finally come to my final decision , which will make the biggest impact in my life for ever.

The Airforce

Ahh yes , thats right america , Victor Angelo Marcel Espejo has enlisted into Airforce training . So yes , just like the niggas in that movie TOP GUN ...

i had totally realised that if i did move to LA , id probably ruin my life . Id probably drop out of school , promote for the clubs in LA , pop pills , drink alot , probably get addicted to coke ....

BASICALLY THE SAME FUCKIN SHIT I DO OVER HERE IN THE BAY AREA....

so its really time to buckle down , I really want to do this for my future.
I want to come back after active duty , and have a home of my own , have a car of my own , to live a life which could easily support a family of my own , but just not have the family yet...

I feel like i havent written a blog about what was on my mind in AAAAGES , which is very very true , if you look at my last entry on my old blog , it was waaaaaay back , probably when summer had just started....

well im pretty sure a million of you people are probably like this in your head :

" no , your lying , your not going , you cant leave me "

" are you fuckin serious ?! Angelo??? in the AIR FORCE???"

well yes , im not lying and this is truth , i really am enlisted now , no turning back . I just hope that when i come back , I can see the same faces , smiling back at me , as I will to you .

I love all my friends , and my whole family , I just want you guys to know that ( tear moment !)

i love ya !

That is ALL
Angelo